I Just Can't Let Go

As a mentioned before, I am trying to lose the last of my baby weight. It just won't go away. In an effort to move things along, I joined our local community center. It is a great facility that was just built a couple of years ago. It has a pool, a gym, a track and a day care. Here is were my issue comes in.

I just can't bring myself to leave P in the daycare center. I am sure that all of the instructors there are wonderful. They have all been trained and are CPR certified. But the thought of leaving her there with a total stranger, I just can't seem to get past. P is at the age where she is backwards around people she doesn't know and I don't think it will be a pleasant experience, for either of us, if I just leave her with someone she doesn't know.

I can always go into the gym when my husband comes home but I hate cutting into our family time. I do go in on the weekends when my husband is off but I wish I could go more consistently. I love to go in and workout, it bumps up my energy and self-esteem. I just can't get past the issue of leaving P there with a stranger.

I haven't come up with a solution to my problem yet, but right now? I don't think the daycare is an option at this point. I just can't let go.